Showbiz apart Kangna Ranaut is one of those introspective girls who are constantly looking for the true meaning of life. Okay, Movies are my focal point she states But then I'm also looking for something beyond movies. I known I want to direct a film some day. I have bought myself a fancy new car. I am buying a home in Manali. Fame and fortune a part, I am also searching for something deep within. I keep telling myself that if life is over at 50, I should have accomplished something substantial before that.